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Project file : https://payhip.com/b/chp5 (since I'm in a kinda shitty situation right now and I'd really appreciate your support!)
I'm super sorry for doing this to you
I promised myself to finish this but.. I don't know. I don't really want to do this anymore. I haven't worked on this for about 2 months and I'm 100% sure I will never finish this.
Again, I'm super sorry. This edit meant a lot to me because it's also some sort of tribute to someone but that's a different topic that I don't wanna talk about ^^
Anyways, I hope you enjoy this little bit of editing I've done here.
Honestly I have no idea what is coming in the future on this channel.
I have super mixed feelings as I'm writing this but also no regrets on scrapping this, no actually I feel much more free because.. I don't know.. It's something that my brain wanted to finish but my heart wanted to let it go,
I know this sounds kinda cringe but I've viewed editing much more than "just" editing some video game clips., no actually as cringe as it sounds but it has helped me a lot to overcome my depression for a temporary time and just idk.. release all my thoughts I guess? maybe some of you have the same feeling as me and you will understand what i mean^^ but I'm still super happy that I've done this for the past 7 years. I have finally found my path that I wanna take in my life and editing has helped me so much with it!!!
I have a new channel where I'll be doing jrock covers, guitar videos and maybe my own music one day but that will take a long time! :D
I'd really really appreciate it if you guys would continue following me if you love rock music or guitar in general :D
https://twitter.com/jineverfree
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c3Q6iTsfB7o&feature=youtu.be&ab_channel=jineverfree
please please please dont keep your hopes high on that I will do anything again on this channel, the possibilty is still there but the feeling that i have towards editing for the past months makes this possibilty very very unlikely
just please dont expect anything^^
again, thank you for everything and please stay safe
if you have some extra time to read my view of point on my editing :
Still sadly to this day, i've never been happy with any edit that i've made because of plagarism, this is something that influenced me WAY too much and is also kinda a reason for me to stop this, even in real life. i could never do anything that was coming out from 100% heart... it makes me so angry and also so sad that i could never pull out something that even i was satisfied with. i kept denying the fact that im just a replicant that got inspired by so many people to the point where i dont really see "myself" in any edit. its really depressing i know but you shouldn't feel as me. because if you enjoyed editing and it made fun, then you did everything 100% right. i just put a lot more than just "effects" into this.. anyways, i know this is annoying but again thank you thank you thank you for everything!!
